Monday, November 21, 2005

I should Have Known it was Too Good To Last....

I continued to take hpt's and beginning on Saturday (two days after my beta) the tests got lighter and lighter. By Sunday they were absolutely negative. *sigh* My heart is breaking.

Thursday, November 17, 2005

It's Happening Again!

Well, I have been testing with home pregnancy tests for a couple of days now (I am 11 days post ovulation) and I got three positives yesterday. (Two very very almost-not-there lines on an Answer and Dollar Store test and a "pregnant" on a Clear Blue Easy digital.) I called our RE's office last night and left a message asking for a beta.

We have not had any treatment since our FET three months ago...but I have been using progesterone suppositories "just in case."

This morning...I tested again and got a very light positive on an Early First Response...and a "not pregnant" on the Clear Blue Easy Digital (from the same pack as the one that read positive last night.

I am so anxious and excited and have already begun thinking about actually being pregnant. I know in my heart that I have to stop thinking like that before I get my heart broken again...but I just can't help getting excited and thinking positively. Help!

I should have the results of my beta sometime late this afternoon. I am going to be crushed if it is negative.

NEWS FLASH: My beta at 11 DPO is 14!!! Very low....but I am pregnant right now!!! I will have a second beta on Monday and, assuming things are progressing (*please*) a third on Wednesday!

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

November 15, 2005---Jack Has A New Baby Cousin!

On November 15, 2005, 10:02 am Baby Ella Michelle Modarelli was born weighing 7lbs. 4oz. and being 19 1/2 inces long with a full head of dark hair. Jack has a beautiful new baby cousin to love! Welcome ot the world little Ella Michelle!