Feeling Sad About Endings....

I have been sad for the last couple of days.  Sadder than usual.  I am so afraid of leaving my babies without a Mommy.  I look at Katie's sweet face while she sleeps and I can't stop the tears.  She is so beautiful so perfect....my baby.  I want to be there for her...I want to kiss her beautiful face.  And my Jack...my sweet tousseled hair boy.  I love both of them so much!  I was driving and thinking about trading our Jeep Grand Cherokee in in March (since the Jeep Commander will be paid off by then) and I couldn't help but think about when we bought our Cherokee.  Jack was just 5 months old.  We were so happy.  He was just a little baby boy....can I let that car go....I associate that car with such a happy special time.  We were living in the house in Delaware with aour beautiful baby boy....and we were so happy.  Please, please let me stay with my family for many years...I want more memories...please.