In Australia & the Negative HPT's Are Piling Up.

Well, I am certainly enjoying Melbourne. I have managed to see a lot of the city during the hours that I am not working and it is just lovely. Unfortunately, as always, the hCG trigger tricked me into believing I had some faint positive HPT's starting at 5dp3dt...but alas the lines have gotten lighter and as of this morning (8dp3dt) have totally disappeared. I have 4 tests left. One for each morning that I am here. But I am pretty certain this IVF, like the last two, didn't work. The only symptoms I have had are:  the inability to sleep (this may be due to the time change) as well as very very vivid dreams for the last few nights. I am sad, yes....but have not given up on this cycle completely yet.