It's Real....

I think I can finally believe it!!! On June 24, 2002 (our 7th Anniversary) we had our 9w0d ultrasound...and there was our little baby, with a beautiful heartbeat...and actually squirming and moving around! I think it is finally true...it is real. We are going to have a baby! Now I am really scared. Gosh, this is a life-changing event...and it is actually frightening sometimes....even after waiting this long and wanting nothing more in the world. I am scared. I am disappointed in myself for feeling that way...I know in my heart it will pass...but something about the finality of really being pregnant and that a baby will be coming is terrifying to me right now. Anyway, despite the periods of fear, I am really happy inside....I am thrilled, I am still in shock and can't believe it really happened to us! We are having a baby....I can't believe it...we're having a baby!!! YIKES!!!