I Started This Journal 2 Years Ago!

Wow....I started this journal two years ago today. I don't think I would have believed you if you would have told me I would be here today without a baby. Despite the fact that we had issues of which I was aware, I really never had any doubt that we would have our baby. And on our second month of trying we became pregnant...only to miscarry. Now looking back and reading that first entry, I smile to see the innocence and excitement that I had then. How much has happened since then. However, despite all of the disappointment over the last two years, I can't help but to get excited and filled with hope each month. I guess by now I should be realizing that it may never happen for us. But I just can't believe that. I believe with all of my heart that our little baby is on his/her way soon. So, I continue to try and to get excited each month....and just hope that one of these months the Lord will decide it is time for us to meet our baby that we have waited so long to meet.