5w1d...Still in Limbo...Beta Rising But Low.

Oh, I don't know how much more of this we can take. Our beta today (at 5w1d) was 582. It more than doubled from two days ago when it was 230. However, it leaves us in the same state of limbo. I still have some brown spotting, though it has gotten a bit lighter today. Poor Paul remains so hopeful. I guess in a way, I am too, despite the fact that I know how dangerous that can be! I guess the nurse expected our numbers to go down, or skyrocket...either of which would have been an indicator of the future of this pregnancy....but neither thing happened. The beta went up as it should....and it remains well below where it should be for this far along.  I have to go back on Tuesday for a 5th beta. How will we make it through the 3 day weekend?